thothscribe81 (thothscribe81) wrote,

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I feel like I'm being really high maintenence right now, even though I know I'm not.  I hate that feeling though.  I try to be (and hopefully succeed) to be as laid back as possible - go with the flow and take things as they come.  I don't ever want to be the person causing the stress, I want to be the one relieving it.  I feel like crap right now and need to just stop talking....  I hate feeling like I'm being high maintenence and wish I could take it all back.  Fuck.   I need to go home and relax, I think school stress is getting to me, I have about a hundred pages worth of papers to write in the next few weeks and at least three of the longer ones are going to be submitted for research prizes at the University, not to mention read by a lot of professors I really respect and value their opinions.  I'm worried about next year and whats going to happen with grad school the year after. 

It all seems so stupid, but its important stuff to me.  *sigh*  Almost done work, I need to go home and chill.  I'm gonna order pizza, turn on a few horror movies and relax.  It's Halloween - I love this season, I think doing some Halloween stuff will help. 

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    Loving loving loving the warm weather!

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